update!

Its been awhile since i’ve been on tumblr. Ive just had so much going on.

We moved into our new house. Its amazing. I love living there. Lee and i are getting married june 29th. I can’t wait. I’ve already found the perfect place to get married.

Baylee is getting so big. She is 9 months old now. She is learning so many new things. I hope these next three months go by slow. Im not ready for my baby girl to be a toddler.

I got a job at Logan’s Roadhouse. Its okay i guess. I hate dealing with rude people. But its nice to get out of the house for a little while everyday.

Even though its been nice taking a break from tumblr, i’ve missed seeing all the cute babies! So the break is over! I’m back. :)

I had such a good day. Baylee had so much fun playing outside.

Lee got his income tax money back today so he spoiled me. He got me a new bottle of tanning lotion, a tanning package, he gave me $500 to spend on myself for new summer clothes and he took me out to dinner at my favorite place.

He does so much for me. Sometimes I feel like im not good enough for him. I can’t give him what he gives me. I love him with all my heart. He is so good to me and baylee.

I have been blessed with the perfect family.

I just got called back for an interview at the veterinary clinic!!!

Im so excited!

I was blessed with the best child in the world.

She has never been any trouble. She is 8 months old and I’ve never had a stressful day with her. I thank god everyday for giving me this amazing little girl. She is seriously fucking awesome.

We moved from bottle to sippy cup in one day with no trouble.She doesn’t want anything to do with the bottle anymore. She has two teeth coming in right now and you wouldn’t even know it if you didn’t see them. She isn’t even acting like a normal teething baby. She hardly ever cries. Its all smiles. She has been sleeping through the night since she was two months old.

Baylee has been such an angel. Everyone told me taking care of a baby was hard. I have no idea what they were talking about. This is the easiest thing I’ve ever done.

We just moved here and im already ready to move out.

The old woman from next door came over and knocked on the door so I walk into the kitchen and see her trying to look in the window. I opened the door and she just came in. She told me she was just seeing if I was home. And she asked me where baylee was so I told her baylee was in my room. Well the rude bitch just walked into my room and picked up my baby. Baylee was looking at her like “who the fuck are you and why are you holding me”. So baylee reached down to the bed trying to get away from her and this bitch just throws baylee on the bed hard.It wasn’t a gentle toss like when im playing with her. Baylee freaked the fuck out and started screaming because it scared her. I picked baylee up and this old woman was still poking at her and pissing her off. So finally I told the woman that it was time for Baylee’s nap and she had to leave. She told me she was coming back later.

I locked all the doors and I don’t plan on opening them when she comes back.

Ughh! Stupid people.

We are finally moving into our new house tomorrow! Im so excited!!

Lee just left to go out of town. :/

He called me when he got on the road and told me he left me a note under my pillow.

It says:
“Melissa,

You are the most beautiful woman I have ever met. You are the love of my life. The only person I could picture spending the rest of my life with. You’ve given me the most amazing gift in the world. Our beautiful baby girl. I could never thank you enough. I hate leaving you like this. I already miss you. But I have a surprise for you. Be ready by 7pm on Saturday. I’m taking you somewhere I know you will love. I left you enough money to buy a new dress and I made you an appointment for tomorrow to get you hair done any way you would like at your favorite salon. Go pamper yourself. You deserve it. You are a wonderful mother and wife.

I will be back soon.
I love you. Forever and always baby.”

He is the most amazing man in this world. I love him more than anything. This letter brought me to tears. I am the luckiest girl in the world.